To be Motivated, or Not

Well, hello! It's been a bit, hasn't it? Patsy has been one busy beaver since the New Year and the big squeese of the Solstice of the 21st of December and the eclipse of Jan 4th. While I felt the cleansing and clearing of the energies right before the solstice, and the motivation the next week, my experience of the energies that have been coming in since the eclipse have been a bit more, how shall we say?....slow.....

If anyone else here follows these kind of celestial happenings and is sensitive to the energies that are coming in, my view has been that there are two camps. Patsy and I happen to be in those camps, opposite ones. On one hand, there is this major opening and push to create and manifest. To show the world what you can do. On the other, however, it seems as if there is major clearing and cleansing of deep rooted lessons, pain, and expectations, that are coming to the surface to finally be released. My experience has been one of fatigue, mind fog, aimless wandering, and avoidance. I crave peace and quiet and aloneness. (and a bag of Epsom salts to soak in) I've also felt the push to get more organized which I have been able to get myself to do, at least a little bit.

I anticipate that this is a temporary thing that will clear out in the timing that is correct for me. At that point, I'll be able to make my movement forward. This doesn't stop me from experiencing some guilt that I haven't gotten some things done that I wanted to, or some envy at what I see my sister (Patsy) putting out there. Probably more lessons that I need to acknowledge, learn from, and release, don't you think? For now though, I'm going to rest and relax, clear and cleanse, and know that no matter what is going on with everyone else, I'll experience what is right for me at any given time. You will too.